Monday, January 18, 2010

AKO BKN JELEZ

APE EH NK JD NGN AKO NEH...???im jobless..xde duet...yg dok ade pon harap duet owg je...my mum n my bro...tu pon ikot la brape diowg nk kasi...bukan la ako mengharap...tp ako syukor sbb diowg taw ako neh agak high maintainance...n dgn duet yg diowg kasi tu...terlepas gak la jerat di leher sniri utk shooping ke ape ke...

yg merunsingkn ako neh...ako da SETHN jobless...terase selame neh dok blaja tinggi pon cam xde ape2 hasil pon...end up xde keje gak...elok 9 bln ako tgu,manyak plak twaran keje...tp keadaan plak x izinkn ako nk keje...ade tanggungan besa di rumah...3thn diploma...then 2 thn degree...5 thn kowt berhempas pulas nk achieve segulung ijazah...n i have succeeded...(even result n pointer bkn la BGS gile babi n ptt dibanggakn...)at least i berjaye gak get through those 5 years of surviving myself yg ako pasti x mudah spt yg disangka...windo plak ngn classes yg ako attent kt UITM png n UITM shah alm...tp bile ingt blk TESIS,FINAL PAPERS,ASSGMT yg xberkesudahan,owh no no no...big NO ako nk lalu lg...sgt penat...hahaha

now ako stuck...xtaw ape nk rancang...dunno where to start...cane nk get myself to work...ade je halangan...ntah la...kdg2,ako cam mls nk pikir about my future...sbb i dun have any clue at all...clueLESS!!!!

td plak,abg ako call mak ako...telling all d gewd news...gaji die ade increement...plus die dpt bonus fer last year...total pay yg die br dpt da dkt 10k...gile ke x...manyak tuh...terase hina nye diri neh...blaja tinggi pon nk dpt duet sniri...nk kasi mak ako rase duet keje ako blm kesempatan lg...haih...tambh plak abg has always been d best in our family's eyes...terasenye ako neh cam ank x gune je...ntah la...lg ako pikir,lg bertambh semak otak ako...maybe ni la dikatekn D BIG PURCELL OF LIFE...rezeki owg laen2...kiter x nmpk...kiter x taw...so wuts next???ape akn jd kt ako???kite nantikn la same2...2 b honest...ako da a bit give up...sbb xdpt predict wut will happened kt ako nanti...tp mudah2an...sume nye ok...dan ako x nyusahkn owg laen...(pray hard fer diz)